落魄❤

                                                            第一次我的人生出现了
                                                            前所谓有的落魄
                                                            真的是不懂要哭还是去微笑才好
                                                            不可以在对某件事情有所期待
                                                            这样会对自己受伤害
                                                            不能再这样伤害自己了
                                                            因为全身已经伤痕累累了
                                                            我不懂我从几时开始那么的落魄
                                                             自己也不是很清楚

                                                              我对我自己喘不过气来
                                                              这是事实 可以不要接受这个事实吗
                                                                对我来说好残酷哦
                                                              
                                                               看到朋友们 情侣也好
                                                               一班朋友也好 还是两个人也好去玩
                                                               去旅行去散心
                                                                就觉得好羡慕 好久没有这种感觉了
                                                                以前常常都有 现在却忘了这种感觉了
                                                                
                                                                别人的幸福 也是幸福
                                                                我的幸福 也是幸福
                                                                怎么我却有时候感觉我没有快乐
                                                                我好尽力了 我怕有一天我会烦恼死
                                                                 但却不懂为什么 我以前的品味去了哪
                                                                 每个人心中都有个目标
                                                                 但我却已毫无方向了 也许迷失了
                                                                 我好想好想去旅行
                                                                 我好想好想去读书
                                                                 我好想好想吃韩国烧烤
                                                                 我好想好想吃高级餐厅
                                                                 我好想好想变回我以前那个潇洒
                                                                 其实我的好想并不难
                                                                 为什么却离我越来越遥远了
                                                                 以前 我要读书就读书
                                                                  想要吃高级就有高级
                                                                   这些都是我的最爱
                                                                 但是现在动也动不到
                                                                 照着镜子只看到自己的落魄

                                                                 
                                                                 老天爷 我到底做错了什么
                                                                 为什么我能变到如此悲哀
                                                                 我好累 真的很累
                                                                 已经是没有眼泪了
                                                                 但是还是哭得出
                                                                 我不知道我忍住这种伤心有多久了
                                                                 也许很久了 我也不知道
                                                                 我只是想要这么简单
                                                                 还是我做错了什么
                                                                 有谁能来告诉我

                                                                  对我最遥远的东西
                                                                   就是我的微笑